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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 25, 2009 21:07:22 GMT -5
Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show Who I am [/color][/size] [shadow=black,left,300]Inside[/shadow] [/i] ~Outfit~[/center] I sat in the corner of the rec hall, off from the larger groups. I hated crowds, and being the centre of attention, so I prefered to stay alone. I sipped gingerly on my bottle of Coca-Cola, a sadly weird addiction I had, and began drawing some random fashion sketches in my sketchbook. I had Breaking Benjamin's 'Dance With the Devil' playing on my iPod rather loudly.
Wynn slept in my bag, she was an extremely heavy sleeper. I assumed that even if the apocolypse had come, she'd sleep through it. Only when I was in complete danger would she sense it and wake up. I just hummed along to myself, leaving one headphone out to hear the world around me. I had a habit of doing that, since the days when I wasn't sure if someone was going to sneak up and prank me or something.
Those were the worst days of my life, and I was glad to be out of there. But getting away came at a high price, and that price was the life of my parents, and I would've gladly suffered through the bullying if it spared their lives. Too bad I found that out a bit too late. But they were gone now, nothing I could do. I could always talk to them, which was a good thing. Yes, I know they're dead, but I seem to have the affinity to talk to dead people. And animals. Needless to say, I hear lots of voices in my head. I must be crazy.
Actually, I don't know what I am really. I wish I could find that out, life would be easier. I guess I was just confused. I kept my walls up, I didn't let anyone in, which was a good thing. It prevented me from being hurt, again. But underneath, the part no one knew about but Wynn, I was depressed and somewhat suicidal. I always got hell from people for being so pessemistic, but I didn't care. They were all too naiive, they haven't been through what I have, so they have no clue what the hell they're talking about. Therefore, I didn't listen.
I looked up for a second from my drawings to see that a giant group had gathered together and they were fooling around. None of them noticed me, which proved I could easily become invisible. That, of course, wasn't an affinity. Just a talent. I could also act well, fooling everyone into thinking I was completely happy with my life. Which I wasn't, because I was depressed and had no idea who I was anymore. But of course, none of them would see that. Ever. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Reflections - Christina Aguilera ~Music: Anything country at the moment XD ~Word Count: 467 ~Notes: YAY Liam and Vivvy can finally meet!
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 26, 2009 16:41:45 GMT -5
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my faceAnd it never feels out of place.[/size]
I sat with a crowd of friends,playfully hitting each other and joking around.I for once loved the crowds, not that I loved the attention..I just can't stand being alone and not that I'm needy for anything..Well, you know.The guys and I where talking about random and stupid things.Like, How many crackers could Mike fit in is mouth,How long could Mike drink beer up side down, and how would Mike defeat a bear with his hands tied behind his back.Don't Ask.
I loved the people at this school, even though some could get a little touchy.Don't get me wrong,I miss my old friends terribly but I also felt like I belong just like everyone else at this school.The first day is always hard,you're nervous and scared that you'll get you're head shoved down a toilet, but It's really exciting once you get to meet new friends and sometimes even their family.
I laughed loudly at one of Jeremy's jokes,jeeze this guy can make you laugh with out trying,and that's a complement. But that's when I first layed eyes on hers, those bright and vibrant green eyes and black hair.I starred at her like a creep until someone nudged me and said."Come on Liam, Were going outside." Mike said to me and walked away with the others.I answered okay, but looked back at the girl.
That's when I noticed she was alone and drawing.I debated with myself thinking if I should go over there and talk to her, then I would seem like a total idiot.Oh well,Hopefully it would be worth it.I looked behind me too see that the guys where gone,I shrugged and walked to the girl and put my hands in my pockets and looked down and said a quick. "Hey,I'm Liam"
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 26, 2009 17:04:41 GMT -5
Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show Who I am [/color][/size] [shadow=black,left,300]Inside[/shadow] [/i] ~Outfit~[/center] Needless to say, the fact that someone, let alone a very-popular-prep guy, noticed me shocked me. And an extremely hot very-popular-prep guy at that! Most of them looked like mental patients, or that they've had one-too-many footballs hit them in the face, but this one was absolutely, perfectly gorgeous. But I was getting ahead of myself, I'd never even talked to him, for all I knew he could've been one of the biggest assholes in the group. All the cute ones tended to be the biggest jerks.
I gave him a confused, funny look with a bit of a smile. "I'm Viv. May I ask why you're over here and not with your little group?" I raised a brow at him before looking back down at my drawings, continuing to scribble away. I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of annoying me, if that was why he was here. I didn't trust guys like him easily, their appearances could be deceiving.
I found myself screwing up my drawing when I thought about him instead of my design. I cursed under my breath before flipping the page to start a new drawing. "Also, if you're looking to annoy me like the rest of your idiotic, asshole friends, don't bother. I know I'm a loner, a freak, a bitch, and a loser, so I don't need to be reminded," I said in a stern, calm tone, not lifting my eyes from the page. I didn't care that I was either, I just didn't like being reminded of it in nasty ways. And I wasn't lifting my eyes off the page because if I looked at him, I'd probably stare at him like the freak I was, because it was all I could do now not to keep looking at him. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Reflections - Christina Aguilera ~Music: Best I Ever Had - Gary Allan ~Word Count: Too lazy, still -_- ~Notes: He's sooo smexy! *drools* XD
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 26, 2009 19:47:50 GMT -5
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place. " Uhhh..."I rubbed the back of my head and took a deep breath. Why was I so nervous?God,I'm so stupid.I swayed on my feet a little uncomfortable as "Viv" went on her rant about my friends and her personality..and basically why I'm bothering her. Why do girls talk so much?Honestly.It just makes you even more sweaty and nervous." Sorry, Didn't mean to bother you..Viv.. but Honesty I just came over to say Hi, You looked alone, It makes me feel bad when I see people alone.Sorry It's just the way I am." I tried to act cool, but obviously it wasn't working.When I try to act cool I act lame..
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Vivienne Jones
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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 26, 2009 20:01:23 GMT -5
rain, rain, go away come again another dayall the world is waiting for theSUN[/center] I looked up at him and smiled lightly. "You're not bothering me. I was just simply saying that if you were here to bother me, you should just leave. A lot of your friends like to pick on me, so I was just making sure you weren't like that. Plus it's odd that someone like you would notice me," I brushed my hair back behind my ear, shutting my sketchbook. Oddly, I wanted to talk to him. I slipped my book back into my bag, making sure I didn't disturb Wynn, before looking back up at him.
"And I don't mind being alone. I've been alone for most of my life, obviously I don't have many friends. Also, I think it's sweet that you actually have the emotion of sympathy. A lot of your friends obviously don't," I smiled, realizing that he might now be such a bad guy after all. He seemed honest enough, I could tell by the nervousness he seemed to have that I'd caught his attention for some reason. That reason, I didn't know, but I wanted to find out what it was. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Rain - Breaking Benjamin ~Music: Untouched - The Veronicas ~Word Count: too lazy, still ~Notes: None. No muse, I'm insane depressed.[/size]
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 26, 2009 20:17:07 GMT -5
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place.I smiled carefully sat down beside her,I rested my head on the wall." Sorry about them,yes.They can be idiotic at times..but they truly are nice guys,I guess their afraid of different people."After about a minute or so I had just realized what I had just said,I turned my head to look at her and said." Sorry, I didn't mean it like that,I meant different in a good way.."I huffed and blew the hair out of my eyes,I tumbled with my thumbs and slowed loudly." Listen..If they ever bother you again,just tell me.I'll take care of them."I smiled and winked.
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Vivienne Jones
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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 26, 2009 20:36:34 GMT -5
rain, rain, go away come again another dayall the world is waiting for theSUN[/center] I laughed a cold laugh. "I wouldn't call them nice. Oh well, I've learned to deal with it. I've been bullied by people like them all my life, I've learned to shrug it off. But I guess you think they're nice because you're one of them, not a mean one, but one of them nonetheless," I said with a big of a sigh. I smiled again when he corrected himself, though he really didn't need to. "It's fine. I know I'm different, and I'm glad I am. Everyone else is too similar. And by the way, I can handle things myself, I always have," I winked back at him, twirling my hair around one of my fingers. Why was I being so flirty?
My eyes twinkled a bit as I looked at him more. He was definitley gorgeous, and it surprised me that someone like him was wasting his time with a loser like me instead of with the preppy, beautiful girls that he could so easily get. Then I realized I was staring at him and quickly looked away, getting a light blush on my cheeks. "You know, it's sort of nice to have you talking to me. I don't really have any friends so being social is quite the change," I said, trying to cover up the fact I had been mesmerized by him only a second before. Then I thought for a moment, what if he had a girlfriend? That'd I'd have to find out. "It also surprises me that you're talking to a plain girl like me and not some pretty, preppy girl from your group," I said nonchalantly, seeing if he'd mention anything about having a girlfriend. I wouldn't flirt with him if he did, and if he didn't, well, I would. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Rain - Breaking Benjamin ~Music: 4Ever - The Veronicas ~Word Count: Too lazy. ~Notes: Nothing's changed, low muse, depressed -_-[/size]
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 28, 2009 18:15:33 GMT -5
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place.I laughed at Viv,I suddenly felt very happy that I left the guys and decide to sit sit her.And I'm was guessing that it wasn't like her to be flirty,since she was embarrassed that she was with me.But then again she could be like the with all guys..Since I did just meet her."Well I'd be honored to be you're friend,Viv." I looked at her and smiled."It does, does it?..I don't think you're plain, I also think you're pretty.You defiantly not preppy though.And if it makes you feel any better...I don't have a girlfriend."I repressed a smile, It didn't work.I smiled anyways.
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Vivienne Jones
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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 28, 2009 19:06:26 GMT -5
rain, rain, go away come again another dayall the world is waiting for theSUN[/center] I laughed. "No shit I'm not a prep! And that's a new one, pretty. No guy has ever called me anything along the lines of that. I think you need your eyes checked, because I'm definitley not at all pretty, unlike those girls you hang around," I said with a sigh. It was true, the girls he hung out with were drop-dead gorgeous, I didn't stand a chance against them. He was gorgeous himself, which lessened my one in a million chance to one in a billion.
When he told me he didn't have a girlfriend, I blushed. It was almost like he was reading my mind. I tried to keep my calm attitude under control. "Actually, it doesn't," I said, then realized how nasty it must've sounded, blushing again, "What I meant is that now you're making me wonder even more why you're talking to me instead of one of the beautiful girls in your group. I can tell they seem to be very fond of you... not that I'm not, though... I mean...uhh... I'm going to shut up now," I turned an even brighter shade of red and looked to the ground, avoiding eye contact with him. Goddess, I was such a dork. I must've sounded like a complete idiot. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Rain - Breaking Benjamin ~Music: Perfect - Sara Evans ~Word Count: I don't care. ~Notes: Viv's such a dork. And since Viv=Me, this is what I prolly would've done XD I'm a loser[/size]
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 29, 2009 16:10:58 GMT -5
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place.I smirked and shook his head." Those girls a fake."Liam said honestly." And I can obviously tell you are not fake.You tell the truth when it's needed.You're also a really cool person, Viv."I smiled brightly when she blushed.God, she was beautiful.Now I was defiantly happy with myself that I picked Viv over the platinum blond barbie dolls." Oh,so you're not into me?..Well..I think my heart just broken into a thousand pieces..I don't even think you cared where the pieces landed."I joked on the outside, but deep down.I do really hoped she wasn't.
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Vivienne Jones
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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 29, 2009 16:34:12 GMT -5
rain, rain, go away come again another dayall the world is waiting for theSUN[/center] I smiled at his remark about the others being fakes. "But still, I'm not that pretty. Once again, if you think I am, you need your eyes checked," I looked up his gorgeous face, smiling about his next joke. He had a sense of humour, which I liked. "Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. Depends on if you're into me, and if you say you are you might have to prove it because I truly wouldn't believe you," I said with a bit of a smile.
I thought for a moment before speaking again. "You know, I don't trust easily. I've almost always got to have someone prove to me I can trust them before I tell them about my past and such," I mentioned, and I said 'such' not wanting to add 'and affinities'. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Rain - Breaking Benjamin ~Music: It's Always Something - Joe Diffie ~Word Count: Don't care ~Notes: I love liam he's a cutie![/size]
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 30, 2009 15:54:15 GMT -5
I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face and it never feels out of place.[/size]I shrugged." I dont think I do, It's whoever doesn't think your pretty.And that's obsoiusly you."I looked into Vivs eyes and smiled." I'm also defiantly into.."I said straight up." And I'll do whatever you want me to to prove myself to you... If that made sence."I rasied an eyebrow." And you can take as long as you want to tell me about yourself, I have all the time you need."
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Vivienne Jones
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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 30, 2009 16:28:52 GMT -5
rain, rain, go away come again another dayall the world is waiting for theSUN[/center] I gave him a perplexed look. He liked me? Not possible, clearly not possible. "No way, you like me? No... not possible, extremely not possible. Someone like you does not like someone like me. I don't believe you," I looked away from him, still blushing. If he did, then he'd have to do something pretty major to prove it. I looked back up at him seriously. "Okay then, well, if you do, prove it. Because I'm really doubting that," I said with a smile, thinking that he was, in fact, lying. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Rain - Breaking Benjamin ~Music: None! ~Word Count: no one cars ~Notes: blah[/size]
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Post by Liam McGrath on May 30, 2009 16:38:19 GMT -5
I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face and it never feels out of place.[/b]
"Well then you better start beilving it,Because its pretty one hunder percent true."I looked away from Viv,slightly blushing.I'v only known this girl for about an hour and I was telling her I loved her."Oh, so know you're douting that I'm telling the truth?"I smiled and shrugged."Okay, fine then,I'll prove it..."I took a deep breath and took her face into my hand gently and kissed her.Yes.I just kissed a girl I barley knew,I then drew back and watched her reaction."Does that prove anything?" I asked.
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Vivienne Jones
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Post by Vivienne Jones on May 30, 2009 16:47:24 GMT -5
rain, rain, go away come again another dayall the world is waiting for theSUN[/center] He kissed me. Oh. My. Goddess, he kissed me! But he pulled out too quickly for my tastes, and I looked at him and smiled. "Yeah, it did," I said quietly, blushing, "Though I certainly wasn't expecting that." I was smiling uncontrollably, for once something was actually going right. "Sorry I didn't believe you. It's just having everyone tell me that I'm ugly or 'average', it's sort of hard to believe anything else. Besides, no preppy people like yourself fall for people like me..." I said, not looking away from him, thinking about how I wished he'd kiss me again. ~Credits~~Layout: by Hailz ~Lyrics: Rain - Breaking Benjamin ~Music: None! ~Word Count: ... ~Notes: blah-er[/size]
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