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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 8, 2009 18:51:40 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color]  • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • || OUTFIT ||[/center] I sat in a tree in the courtyard, semi-lost in thought. My life had changed drastically since I'd gotten here, and so had the lives of everyone else. For instance, my best friend was un-dead, and so was one of the boys I loved, and there were many more of them. Or the fact that Neferet was planning world-domination that only my friends and I knew about. Or the fact I had become the most powerful and unique vampyre in history. Any way you looked at it, it was a heck of a lot of change.
I pet Nala, who was purring while sprawled out on my lap. She was my closest friend, besides Stevie Rae, but could be a real pain in the butt sometimes. Thankfully, today was not one of those days. She was just lazy. I thought that I should probably be heading back inside, but it was just after 4:00am. So, the sun was far from being up. I thought about going to see Persephone, but decided against it. Besides, I wanted some time outside and, especially, alone. Well, except for Nala, who I really couldn't get rid of even if I tried.
"Well, Nala, how the heck am I supposed to decide between Stark, Heath, and Erik? I mean, I love them all... but I can only choose one," I sighed as Nala sneezed on my lap, "Yeah, it's a messy situation. On the plus side, none of them hate me now!" My voice was sort of cheerful, but it actually would've been easier if at least one of them hated me. Just one less choice I'd have to make, and one less heart I'd have to break.
"Mee-uf-oww," Nala said in her grumpy old lady voice as if to scold me for having all three of them in love with me, before stretching and climbing to a higher branch on the tree to slee. "Thanks for your help," I grumbled at her. She was certainly not the most sociable cat, but then again, what cat was? I believe, though, Aphrodite's cat, Malificent, took the prize for 'Most Anti-Social' cat. That cat was almost as nasty as her... well, how she is most of the time.
I looked at my palms, which had the exquisite designs that Nyx had given to me. I hated the fact I was different, but I'd learned to deal with it. Or in more of a sense, simply attempt to ignore it half the time. Which wasn't easy with these marks and everyone constantly reminding me. No one understood, which was the problem. They didn't realize that by constantly reminding me, they weren't doing me any good. Plus, the entire 'You're meant to save the world!' thing was getting a bit irritating. I knew that already, so I didn't need anyone else telling me about it, too. I had enough to worry about.
I heard two Sons of Erebus pass below me, and as they noticed me they bowed with the traditional vampyre gesture, a closed fist over their heart, and I did the same. "Good evening, High Priestess", they said politely, then they continued their walk. Geesh, I hated when people did that. I wasn't a High Priestess yet.
I decided to lounge around in the tree for a while, waiting for someone of interest to come around. I had no homework, nor did I have anything important to do. Therefore, I was stuck doing nothing but sitting here. It was quite boring, but relaxing. I mean, what chance did I have nowadays to have a calm, boring moment? Because, let's face it, life was certainly not boring anymore.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 10, 2009 0:30:16 GMT -5
[/i].' It wasn't Damien Maslin's absolute favorite, but it was still pretty good. It was a classic, and as of all classic books, Damien could not say no to them. He loved to read, but it seemed he didn't have time for it anymore. He was so busy trying to keep his friends safe from...well, everything. Everything has happened ever since Zoey came to the school. Red fledgings came, Dark Daughters aren't the bitches anymore, evil forces come from heaven, and just about anything else weird, strange, and radical you could ever possibly think of. But Damien wouldn't have it any other way. He wouldn't know all these people, and he wouldn't know Zoey. Zoey was one of his friends. The twins, Jack, and Erik were also really good friends (though Jack was also a little more then a friend too, if you know what I mean). The thing with Jack... Jack was gay. So that made Damien gay. But he wasn't the preppy, girly, 'omg' gay guys that you find in movies all the time, dressing in pink and pretty lastest styles. Damien was just...normal. If you didn't know him and just heard him talk, you would never guess he was gay. It was what he talked about, and the obvious fact when he was checking out guys. He doesn't check them out as much as he's use to, because he likes being loyal to Jack. He realized that some of the small amounts of students that came around here seemed to be looking up and whispering, cussing to each other. Curious and confounded, Damien decided to investigate. Smiling a little bit, he saw that it was only, the one and only, Zoey Redbird. He made a cute grin that he was well known for to make him look like a baby deer. It added a lot with his dark chocolate gazing brown eyes and matching hair. "Hey Zoe!" He greeted with excitment piercing through his voice. He noticed that Nala was at one of the bottom branches, and silently wondered where his fat orange cat was, Cameron. "Glad to be back?" He asked, curious. Damien was glad to be back to start to learn again. He already finished all his homework, checking twice before leaving it. Yes, that was very nerdy, and Damien was very much a nerd, but he didn't really give a care what other people thought. Hense why he was gay. If he didn't want to be gay in public, he would try to get a girlfriend. Or that would be the logic thing to do.[/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 10, 2009 18:49:45 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] I was a tiny bit startled to hear the excited voice call up to me, so much so that I shook a bit. "Well, for once it wasn't Erik!" I mumbled quietly to Nala before gracefully leaping down, landing in front of Damien. I found it amazing I could do that in heels, but that didn't matter. It was a shame he was gay, I would've dated him in a heartbeat. But, he was gorgeous anyways. Totally off limits, but gorgeous nonetheless.
I looked at the book he was holding. "Hey, Queen Damien. Nice choice of books there, I don't mind that one. And yes, I have actually read it," I figured that would stun him, because really, I didn't have much time anymore to sit down let alone read a book. "Well, you know how it is for me. Drama, drama, and more drama. How the heck I'm supposed to figure out dealing with three boyfriends and saving the world, I do not know," I sighed, thinking about him and Jack, "So how's the love of your life?" I teased, watching Nala jump from the tree and make her way to my side, purring loudly and rubbing herself against my jeans.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 10, 2009 19:50:06 GMT -5
[/b] He said, lightly, contiuning to walk slowly since he didn't like standing in one place for a long time. He wasn't going very fast. Almost like he was sparing the time, or as most people would put it, wasting time. But he was just kind of walking. He gave her a confused look. He never really heard of these three boyfriends. He knew something was going on with Erik and Heath, hopefully, mostly Erik, but where did the third one come from? "What?" He didn't like not knowing things, so this, inside at the moment, was bugging him greatly. "Is there some complex plot to this?" He asked, waiting for the longest explanation to come. But his cheecks turned a bright pink at the mention of 'love of your life'. "Oh, he's fine." He said quietly, lightly touching his cheeck as if to calm them down. She was talking about Jack, but she should know about him, since he hung out with me, and I hung out with everyone, including Zoey. [/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 11, 2009 18:45:06 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] Oh, crap. I'd forgotten to tell him about Stark. I'd loved Stark for a while, but I couldn't really decide between the boys. It was a very large mess, and each boy had a certain quality I didn't like, for instance, Heath was obsessive, Erik was a jerk and possesive, and Stark was dealing with humanity issues.
I brushed my dark hair nervously behind my ear, blushing lightly. "You might want to sit down for this," I told him, taking his hand and pulling him along to the stone bench, sitting down. "Alright. I'm just going to spit it out. I'm sort of... in love with Stark." I said the last part quickly, smiling quite pathetically and giving Damien one of those 'I'm so confused' looks, "Please don't tell the Twins just yet! They'll be so mad at me. Anyway, I really don't know how to choose between all three boys though! What would you do?" I asked, hopelessly. Nala hopped up beside me, sprawling across my lap and falling back asleep as I pet her gently.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 11, 2009 19:32:37 GMT -5
[/b] Damien cut himself off, looking away in frustration as he tried to figure out what the right word would be. "Vile, cruel, bloodthirsty!" He tried not to make his voice hurt and angry, but Damien wasn't very good at hiding his emotions. "And you said you didn't like him. Are you going all accismus on me?" He asked. But after he saw how confused she seemed, he took a deep sigh, knowing that you couldn't help who you liked. Damien would know everything about that. He shook his head, "Don't worry, I won't tell the twins... but I wish you wouldn't keep so much from us." He confessed. He remembered when she kept her relationship with Loren Blake secret, and he figured out about it by Erik, who was pissed about it. The twins and him were so mad that she told Aphrodite instead of them. They were passed that, but Damien couldn't help but feel that an eposide will happen like that again. [/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 11, 2009 19:46:27 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] I shook my head. "Stark isn't like that. He's got his humanity back, I helped him. We had some sort of special connection, and he's not a jerk anymore. He pledged himself to me, as a High Priestess, which I believe means he loves me..." I trailed off, just sort of running that through my head. He loved me, and I just realize that now? Wow, I was an idiot. "He came into that room that one night because he only felt emotions when he was around me, you know," I stated matter-of-factly.
When Damien accused me of hiding things from them, I gave him a shocked look, "Well it's not my fault that you guys hate him! I'm still trying to figure this out, anyways. And the Twins would've flipped and tried to kill Stark with their stilettos, I'm sure," I joked slightly, but still, "And a lot of things I have to keep from you, you know that! Especially since Neferet is back. And by the way, I've liked Stark since the day we talked, right before he died... well, sort of. But now I think I really, really like him," I looked at the ground, trying to make sense of things.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 12, 2009 18:48:47 GMT -5
[/i]? It wasn't even a normal fledging. It was just plain strange, sicking, bloodthirsty creature. But after Damien thought about it, or the stories he heard from Aphordite, Stevie Rae, and Zoey, so was Stevie Rae. But that had to be different. Stevie Rae had an element of Earth while Stark had nothing. Damien shook his head, "In case you forgot, he almost raped whats-her-bucket when we arrived." He reminded her. He didn't mean to be so mean, but he didn't want to see Zoey get hurt again. He remembered the story she had with Loren, and they were very painful to hear. Especially for such an emotional guy. If Jack was closer and knew what it was, he would go to the extreme mode. Zoey was starting to like guys too quickly. First Health, then Erik, then Loren, and now Stark? At least one of them was dead. It gave her the wrong label, and Damien knew it. He nodded, not liking that she was right on one thing. There was a reason Damien couldn't know everything. Nefret could read minds, all except Aphrodites and Zoeys. It wasn't a great position, to be so outside, but what else could they do? They didn't want her to know of plans anymore then the other guy. Damien took a deep sigh. He was going to try his best to see Zoey's side, but it was hard when she seemed to like every guy that talked sweet to her. On top of that, her picks wern't all that great. Erik was a full, changed vampire, that seemed like the best choice, but it was going to be hard for him to trust her again. How you could love someon on the first day like Zoey was describing. Then, that is when Damien realized he was being a hypocrite. He looked away with embarrasment as he thought of him and Jack. They pretty much got together on the first day. Not offically, but enough. Then again, it was just that rare moment where two guys just happened to be gay, but you know. At least Damien liked one guy. Well, Erik didn't count, because Erik didn't like Damien back. He never would, and Damien knew it, which is why he's very backed off on it. But it wasn't excatally a crush, more of a weird dream. Almost when you dream about dating celebrities. Its fun, but you know it will never happen. [/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 13, 2009 20:25:13 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] I shook my head, staring intensely at him. "Listen. Stevie Rae was even creepier than he was before she Changed and got her humanity back. Now Stark has his humanity back because of me, and he's back to his old self. Just like Stevie Rae. Besides, we had an instant connection the first day I met him, stronger than any of the other guys. And I'm not sure if I should date Erik anymore. He's becoming really... aggressive lately. He seems to think just because Loren got me to sleep with him, he'll get the same. And I've been trying to break up with Heath, but every time he seems to keep sucking me back in," I explained, heaving another sigh.
I thought about it for a few minutes before I spoke again. "Stark has changed back into himself. You haven't talked to him since he went through the Change, so you wouldn't know. And I was stupid when I fell for Loren, I was stupid to cheat on Erik, and I was stupid to not break up with Heath. But I'm pretty sure thinking that Stark and I could possibly be... soulmates, that's not stupid to me. You have to trust me on that, Damien." I pet Nala again, who had curled up into a little ball on my lap. I was starting to believe that I was in love with Stark, and that he loved me. But I loved the other two boys, even though I shouldn't love Heath anymore. Either way, I'd have to break the hearts of two of the three.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 14, 2009 18:15:27 GMT -5
[/b] He told her, saying outloud what he was thinking all along. He leaned back in his bench, noticing that Nala had come to join. Her orange fur reminded Damien of his own fat fluffy orange cat, Camerion. He was around here somewhere, but he usually didn't wonder out in the open where the twin's cat could reach him. Their cat was very abusive to poor Cameron, so he didn't really come out of the room unless he felt like getting beat up by others. "I'll try to trust him Zoey... but you know as about as well as I do, I'll never trust him. But...I trust you Zoe." he confessed, giving her a light friendly smile. [/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 14, 2009 18:31:27 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] Saying Stevie Rae was different got me a bit angry. "Stevie Rae was not different! She has her affinity, and Stark has his, remember? And it wasn't Stevie Rae's affinity that saved her, it was us. And I saved Stark. Therefore, she's no different than he is. So basically, by assuming Stark is as 'evil' as you think he is, you're saying Stevie Rae and the rest of the reddings are equally horrible. And Stevie Rae didn't have her affinity while she was a red fledgling, Aphrodite was holding it for her, in a sense," I stated, frustrated that he couldn't see that Stark had changed.
He wasn't as evil as he was, I'd helped him with that. And I was starting to think that maybe I loved him more than the other boys, as well. I wasn't sure, obviously, and being around the others made me think I loved them more, too. I focused back my thoughts on Damien. "So, give him a chance. If you had known Stevie Rae before she'd changed into a red vampire, you'd think she was bad news, too. But clearly, she's not. And neither is he. You, of all people, should know not to make such assumptions without clearly knowing," I raised an eyebrow at him, knowing I was right. He just didn't see the possibility that Stark could've changed.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 14, 2009 19:46:53 GMT -5
[/i]."[/b] But what she said about the other red fledgings was true, I couldn't argue on that. But Zoey didn't change the others, Stevie Rae did with her affintanty. He still wasn't sure, and he still wasn't convinced. And he was still frustrated to the fact that Zoey was being extremly stubborn. Yes, Damien agreed that Stark could have changed, but the possible outcomes were as likely as Damien being struck by lightning. It could have happened, but it was less then likely. A flash of hurt and past memories of arguements with his parents came across his dark brown eyes. Did people have to mention his gayness in every arugement? With that, he blew his mouth upward, ruffling the top of his hair a little bit with the wind. "I told you before, I will try but until he really impressed me." He shook his head, as if not finding the right words. She still didn't answer his question from before. She said she didn't like him, but yet... so was she being all accisums? Apprentally. [/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 14, 2009 20:40:08 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] I shook my head at his obliviousness. "That doesn't matter. It was her regaining her humanity. And Stark regained his again. Remember what a sweet, cute guy he was before he died? He's back to that. And I really do like him, Damien. I think I may like him more so than Erik or Heath..." I trailed off, letting my thoughts do the same.
Did I really, truly love Erik? That I did not know. And Heath I'd been trying to get rid off since before I'd Changed. I was only attracted to him for his blood. I knew neither would give me up too easily, though. And then again, did I really love Stark? Or was I just crushing on him? It seemed as if I didn't know much these days. "Damien, I don't know what to do. Should I break up with Heath and stop being around Stark and date Erik? Or should I break up with Erik and Stark and date Heath? Or should I break up with Erik and Heath and date Stark? Or do none of the above? Sheesh, I'm confused," I dropped my head into my heads, thinking about the entire situation and making neither heads nor tails of it.
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Post by Damien Maslin on May 15, 2009 22:49:25 GMT -5
[/b] He told her defensifly, flinching on how true those words were. Stevie Rae was having a side of her that... he didn't know he even wanted to find out what that side was. A frown came on his face when he saw how much she was struggling. It seemed like a tough situation for her. Of course, Damien couldn't imagine liking anyone else besides Jack, so it was hard to see what in the right mind made her like three guys at once. For once, Damien didn't know what advice to give. Usually, he was all for it, since he was a guy, but this was too much. "You've imprinted on Health, you can break that again. Zoey, Erik is the only one you can really...be with out of the three. I mean, there isn't a law on dating red fledgings, but..." He pointed out. [/size][/ul][/blockquote] |
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Post by Zoey Redbird on May 15, 2009 23:10:32 GMT -5
I've hit the highway [/font][/color] And I'm not coming home, I'm gonna drive[/font][/color] I'll do it my way[/font][/color] I'll call you on the phone when I arrive[/font][/color] • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •[/center] I looked up at Damien. "Vampyre," I corrected quietly (and any other time I would've enjoyed correcting him), "He's a red vampyre. And I shouldn't be dating Erik, either. He's a professor now, remember? Plus he's very... aggressive, and that's the only thing that I don't like about him. And Heath said he still loved me, with or without the Imprint, and I shouldn't be with him either. He's human. But when I broke the Imprint, and his heart, it broke my heart to see him in so much pain. And I know Stevie Rae and the rest of the reddings have a dark side, so I shouldn't be with Stark, despite him pledging himself to me for the rest of his life and almost dying for me," I sighed heavily, thinking things over.
I decided to shake this from my mind. "Well, despite me loving all three, sadly, I'm going to have to forget that. I've got more important things to worry about, like Neferet and Kalona and such. Some days I sort of wish I was freaking normal, and that I had never met Stark or Erik and I'd stayed human. Life would've been much simpler that way..." I trailed off, watching Nala leap from my lap down to the ground and walk off to do cat-things. I laughed as she attempted to jump up a step, and it took her several tries to do so. "I also wish Nala would lose some weight," I joked lightly.
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