Un~BrOkEn LoVe [CLOSED/Zoey]

[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

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Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow]
*Outfit*
(minus winter wear)[/center]

I walked down the hallway, waving to the kids who smiled an said hello. Truthfully, I wasn't much in the mood for it, but I did so anyways. I was confused, bored, and afraid for my life. Not a good mixture, that I know for sure. I wasn't in the mood to see any of my current boyfriends. Yes, I had three. And I was in love with all of them, sadly. But I knew I had to love one more than the others. The problem was, I wasn't sure which one.

Then I saw him. "Stark..." I whispered to myself, stopping. I wasn't sure what to do. I wanted to run up and kiss him, but that wouldn't be too proper. After all, everyone thought I was only dating Erik. The Twins and the closer group, besides Aphrodite and Damien, knew I was dating Heath and Erik. Only Aphrodite and Damien knew about Stark. I also didn't know if I should turn around and leave. As the hallway empted, it left just Stark and I, standing there. Then, I realized that I was extremely happy to be with him again.

I smiled slightly. "Hey," I said, and that was about it. I wasn't sure what to do anymore, around him. I had to be careful in this place, a public place. Someone could easily come out and notice us, because it was dinner. If we had been somewhere private, I would've been, most likely, in his arms by now. I waited for him to say something, or do something, either way it'd be fine. Still resisting the urge that I had to run and hug him or something, I stayed put a fair distance away from him. Too close and temptation would get the best of me, too far and I would feel alone.

But that was just it. I was alone without him, Erik, and Heath. But each had a specific downfall I was not happy about. Heath, well, he was human. That was a major problem, considering I was going to either die or become a vampyre and outlive him by a century or so. But his blood was the sweetest I'd ever tasted, and he did truly love me. He was persistant, that's for sure. And he was my best friend, he always had been, we had an Imprint together as well. But the human thing, and his occasional drinking, were his negative points.

Then Erik. Erik was adorable, and seemed to care about me a lot. He loved me, I knew that, but there was something... different about him. I know I'd cheated on him and all, but he seemed to want what I'd given Loren. Which was sex, and Erik was a bit... possesive. It seemed as if he thought that since he was the man, I should do whatever he wanted me to do. That didn't work for me.

And lastly, Stark. The boy standing in front of me, the one I had an instant connection with. He died in my arms, and I'd kissed him. I also saved him afterwards, when he was regaining his humanity. I remembered clearly him telling me he only felt emotions when he was around me. I wasn't quite sure if he loved me, or how much, but he did pledge himself to me. The thing was, I didn't know how much of that old, evil Stark was left. Plus he was a redding, and had a very bad case of bloodlust. Which was a downside.

I shook those thoughts from my mind once again, my gaze wandering back to his face and the beautiful designs that framed it. He was amazingly gorgeous, and he seemed to have a way of captivating my attention. It was like the room, the school, the people, they all didn't matter. And that left him and I, and I began to wonder if this was the way it should me. Just him and I, together.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
*music:None, watching DaVinci Code
*word count: 688
*notes: Stark is amazing... and I broke my previous record of 632 words! WOOT!

[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[/b] He said, his greeting grin turned to a sideways one, turning it rather the cocky bad boy smile he was well known for. "I was wondering when I would talk to you next." He said, walking toward her to where they were closer. Taking another glance around, he didn't see anyone there, but he wasn't going to attack her right then and there. He knew better. Zoey would probably kiss him back, then freak out about it later. Besides, as much as Stark wanted to, he wasn't going to push her into anything that she didn't need to do.

He wasn't sure if their boyfriend and girlfriend relationship was still going, since now they were in the public, and her boyfriend teacher was back. Stark couldn't describe how much he hated Erik. Erik creeped Stark out, as funny as that may sound. There was rumors that Zoey liked another guy, but Stark didn't even want to think about it.

On top of that, being in public and everything, she was also probably trying to get one guy. Stark would give anything for the one guy to be himself, but he couldn't force her. All he could do was try to persaude her that he was right one for him. He wasn't sure how long it would take, but once Stark set his mind to something, it was often successful.

Stark also douted Zoey wanted to be seen with a creepy reding vampyre such as him, so it wasn't likely she was going to do this in public. His memories flittered back to when she went to her dorm again, and that he had slept with her. No, not slept as in sex, slept as in... fall asleep. That was the closest he had ever gotten, and what it sounded like, it helped.

He tried to focus his attention on Zoey, which was hard when someone seemed to be bugging him. Though, he wasn't sure who, it seemed like this annoying thing at the back of his head that seemed to be going 'hurry up' for no reason at all, which was odd and frustrating as well.[/size]

OOC: btw, the annoying thing in his head is you on IM XP[/blockquote]
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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

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Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow]
[a href=" *Outfit*"] *Outfit*[/a][/center]

I rolled my eyes. I hated that title, 'High Priestess', I wasn't even close to being one. "Stark, you know I'm not a High Priestess yet," I said with a smile, moving a bit closer to him. I took a look around, and something in my head told me not to worry, no one was going to come for quite a bit. So, with that, I moved and kissed him, wrapping my arms around his neck. It felt wonderful, being with him. But it felt wonderful with the rest of the guys I was dating.

I pulled away, smiling. "We probably shouldn't be kissing in such a public place," I mentioned, still having the same smile on my face. I loved that bad-boy, cocky smile he had, it always made me melt. Well, everything about him did, I just wouldn't let him know that. I was tempted to ask him how much he loved me, or if he did love me at all. I let my arms drop from around his neck and rest on his chest.

"Stark, everything is upside down at the moment. You know I really, really shouldn't be doing this if I'm dating Erik... but I'm not so sure if I want to date him anymore either. And Heath, well, Heath is quite persistant," I thought about Heath, good goddess that boy was stubborn. He never took no for an answer, which could be either a good or bad thing. "Besides, I'm not really sure how I feel anymore. Like, I don't know. I'm not even too sure how much any of you guys really care about me, even Erik is getting way too pushy for sex... Heath is just crazy because of our Imprint... I have no idea where I stand with you... Ugh, I don't know anymore!" I moved away from him a bit, shaking my head in dismay. I knew I probably shouldn't mention this all to him, but I wanted to know how he felt about it. I'd do the same with the others, of course.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
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[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[/b] He said with a smirk. He was going to call her that, probably no matter what she said, but only because he pledged to her. He swore to protect her no matter what, and that wouldn't have happened if she wasn't high priestess, or going to be that way anyways. He was just happy that she accepted, and he got to change. Not really the vampire he wanted to be, but it worked.

She kissed him, and he kissed back. He was about to wrap his fingers in her soft hair, but then she stopped. Stark made another bad-boy smile about the kissing in public. "You care what everyone else thinks?" He asked with a small smirk on his face. That was one problem with Zoey. She cared what other people thought a little much, or what Stark saw. If she just let life take her as she pleased.

She went at him, confessing all of that. The sound of Erik's name coming from her made Stark frown. He gritted his teeth when she said about Erik only caring about sex. Usually, it would be Stark who would have been mistaken for that, which made him more upset. Since he loved Zoey, he didn't think all about sex. Though, it wouldn't be a bad factor. He shook that thought out of his mind, trying to focus on now.

"You don't know where my stand is with you?" He asked with a serious look to him. "I'm not in it for the sex, there's no crazy imprint going on. Zoey, I'm the best for you compared to those two. Heath's human." He tried not to flinch as he said his name. So there was another guy that Stark had to deal with. This made him a little hurt, but Stark could imagine he came after those two.

"Erik, like you said, is...well, like he is. Is there anything wrong with me?" He asked with emotion clouding his eyes. That's one of the reasons he loved Zoey. Zoey was really the only one that made him feel. Or feel anything good. At this moment, she was making him feel the love, emotion from his voice.[/size][/blockquote]
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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

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Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow]
[a href=" *Outfit*"] *Outfit*[/a][/center]

I frowned, seeing how much that hurt him. It hurt me, seeing him like that, but I needed to know. "I don't know with you, which scares me. I don't know how much of that evilness is still in you, how easily Neferet could access it. And how pushy and scary you were when you took advantage of those other girls... And you have a crazy bloodlust, because you are a red vampyre! That's what scares me most, I don't know how much you've changed," I looked down, removing my eyes from his gaze, "I know you care about me, but I don't know if you love me... And that's why I have no idea where I stand with you."

And that was true, I didn't know if he loved me. He had never mentioned it, all I knew was that he liked me. I was completely clueless to how he felt about me. I was sure I was in love with him, completely. I just didn't know how he felt, or if I could trust him. He was a mystery to me.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
*music:None
*word count:Too lazy to count XD
*notes:Dramatic, no? hehehe

[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[/b] He told her with sad eyes. He didn't like how much he had to depend on her, but then again, it was Zoey.

Stark use to be very indepedent, which probably had something to do with his cocky attitude, but that wasn't there biggest problem. With that, he hated when people told him what to do, though they did it often. Doen't mean he liked it. With that also comes that he didn't want anyone's help. Maybe thats why in the beggining, he was so shocked that Zoey did that to him. She did what no one else would.

He couldn't believe his ears. He didn't know that Stark loved her. Of course he did! He held tight to her hands, looking into her light eyes, "Zoey, do you think if I didn't love you, I would pledge to you? Do you think I would go through all this trouble to make you safe?" He asked in dismay. He was a little frustrated that she was blind enough to see how much Stark cared for her. "What more do I need to prove to you?" He asked with eyes, hungry for her acceptance and knowledge.

It was like getting hit with a stone brick, suddenly. It was like making a big presentation, then afterwards, having a person asked what the presentation was about. He didn't know he didn't make it clear.[/size][/blockquote]
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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

[/color][/glow]
Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow]
[a href=" *Outfit*"] *Outfit*[/a][/center]

I looked up at him, seeing the hurt in his eyes that I hadn't realized it. "Stark, you didn't have to pledge yourself to me. You don't have to go through trouble to make me safe. You just had to tell me, you never have, that you loved me. I don't know if I should," I moved closer to him, again, "But I love you." I kissed him again, more passionately than before. It felt amazing to know he did actually love me. I was beginning to believe he was the one for me, but I couldn't decide that yet. I kept kissing him, not caring anymore if anyone came. Even Erik, who I needed to find out if he just wanted me for sex or not. I pulled away for a second and looked at Stark. "I'm still afraid of you, Stark, but as soon as I'm in your arms and kissing you, I forget it. Which is probably a bad thing to do," I kissed him again, "But right now, I'd rather forget. I'm sorry if I hurt you, I just needed to know that you loved me. I assumed you cared about me, but not that you loved me. I'm insanely relieved you do," I said with a sigh, kissing him more. I loved him, and he was actually winning me over right now.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
*music: Let You Go - Adriana
*word count: Don't care, it's long enough
*notes: None!

[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[/b] He asked with a small smile. Before Stark could think of anything else to say or do, he was kissed again. He made a smile, gripping his hands on her waist again. He would have done anything if Erik or Heath walked in right now, just so they could say 'we're through' and he could have Zoey all to himself. Yes, it was selfish thinking, but Stark wasn't the guy for sharing.

His hand reached up to her hair, intertwinging it with his fingers. "Well I do love you Zoey Redbird." He told her, kissing her again, and turning his head to the side for it.[/size][/blockquote]
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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

[/color][/glow]
Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow]
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I smiled as he kissed me again, feeling his hand go through my hair. I was happy... until I realized that I loved both Erik and Heath as well. And I had to figure this out still. "I love you, Stark," I said after pulling away and sighing, "But I still have to deal with the fact that I'm still afraid of you, in a way. And then there's Heath... that I've loved since we were little... And Erik... I've already hurt Erik so much. And Heath, I hurt him when I broke the Imprint. But he still loved me... I just need to figure everything out."

I hugged him tightly, wanting to get rid of the fear I was starting to feel. I knew he could easily hurt me, he'd been so evil before. Had he really changed? Stevie Rae was still hiding things, dark things, inside of her. I, in fact, was still wondering why the hell they all chose me to love. Why? I couldn't be that special! Well, okay, I was. But not as a person, I'd hurt all of them. "You know, sometimes I wish you all hadn't chosen me to love. All I do is hurt people nowadays, and now I have to hurt two of you boys because of your own stupid descisions to fight over me, and all I've done is hurt you to begin with! Like, I cheated on Erik with Loren and Heath, yet he still wanted me back. And Heath, I've tried to dump him numerous times but I just can't get rid of him. And you, I'm afraid of you. I've said some nasty things to you, and you almost died because of me. Yet you all still love me, even though you know I'm going to dump two of the three of you!" I sighed again, letting go of him a bit. I really didn't know who to choose. I had to talk to Heath and Erik, though, before I made my descision.

But Stark, he looked like the one who loved me most. He would die for me, he almost did already. He even pledged himself to me! According to him, I was the one who made him feel emotions. And we had that instant connection, I'd cared so much about him after only five minutes of meeting him. I didn't believe I'd end up with Heath, and Erik, well, if he didn't change his posessive ways, he wouldn't get me either. So Stark was clearly winning. "The even sadder thing, I love all of you. I really don't deserve any of you. I'm so sorry I hurt you, Stark," I almost started to cry, feeling immensly horrible for everything I'd done, to everyone. Lying to my friends, cheating on pretty much all three of the guys, and ruining everyone's happiness.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
*music: Anything country
*word count: too lazy to count XD
*notes: none

[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[/b] Stark argued, trying to sound convincing. He was afraid of himself, and he wasn't sure what part he would show all the time, but he was in control now. "Are you scared of Stevie Rae, because she is like me!" He accused.

Stark shook his head, "I didn't chose you. Fate did. I didn't choose to fall for you, though I don't regret it." He told her softly, turning his head away in frustration. He wasn't sure what he was frustrated about, the fact of what Zoey was talking about, or the fact that it hurt him so much. It shouldn't, since if he loved her, he would want her to be as happy as possible, but in his own selfishness, he wanted her to be happy with him.

"Zoey, I DID die! And you saved me!" He said, noticing that she was on the verge of crying. Though she pushed him away from before, he went up to her again, pulling her into a hug. "Don't cry. It shouldn't be about me." He told her in a whisper.[/size][/blockquote]
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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

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Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow]
[a href=" *Outfit*"] *Outfit*[/a][/center]

I pulled him closer again, still refusing to cry. "I'm afraid of Stevie Rae, too, Stark. She's hiding something from the rest of us, and that's not good," I closed my eyes as I spoke, feeling safe in his arms. It was ironic I was afraid, yet felt completely safe. I looked back up at him. "It is about you. All three of you guys. Do you know how much I'd love to just pick one of you easily and forget about the other two?" I asked rhetorically.

Then another thought came to my mind, "What would you do if I chose Heath or Erik? Okay, well, I need to break up with Heath, no doubt about that. But what if I chose Erik?" I wanted to see what'd he do, how he'd take it. I was thinking to myself, 'If he loves me, he'd be happy for me,' which was probably the case. And maybe that would define who I chose, that simple little question. I waited for his reply, tempted to kiss him again. It wasn't safe here, to be doing this, anyone could see. Of course, he could come up to my room again, I wouldn't let him very far... I'd ask him after I got his answer, though.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
*music: The song the lyrics are from XD
*word count: Too lazy -_-
*notes: We're most likely going to move away from the books a bit, because I want Zoey to choose Stark XD... But that won't happen until we have Erik and Heath, so yeah.

[James Stark]

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James Stark

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[/b] He told her, a little humor in his voice. Stark found himself ten times better then Erik any day, so that is where that came from. But then in a serious, low tone, he whispered, "Then I would leave you to him." He wasn't going to finish what he was thinking. More then likely, he was going to go back to his other side, disappear from the world. He wasn't going to live with himself if something like that ever happened.[/size][/blockquote]
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[Zoey Redbird]

[glow=red,2,300]How do I love you?

[/color][/glow]
Well, let me see
I love you like a lyric loves a melody

Baby, Completely
Wrapped Up In
[glow=red,2,300]YOU[/glow][/center]

I almost began to cry again when he sounded so upset about me choosing Erik. Did Stark really care about me that much? It seemed that way. I let my hand move up to his face, pulling him closer to me before kissing him again, more passionately than before. I then realized that I was the one keeping Stark from becoming evil, or losing his mind. He was willing to protect me at any cost. I didn't see Erik doing that, or even showing me the kind of true affection that Stark was. When Erik kissed me, it felt like he was trying to pressure me into doing something that I wasn't about to do, no matter how much he said he wasn't. Truth be told, right now I was more afraid of Erik that I was of Stark.

I pulled away a bit from Stark, resting my forehead on his. "Did you know you're absolutely amazing? I must admit, you have the best chance out of all of the guys. I don't believe I could break your heart, or stand to live without you. It was hard enough losing you the first time, I don't want to do that again," I sighed, kissing him again. I though for a moment before I spoke again, "I'm tempted to ask you if you want to come up to my room again, but not for the reason you're probably thinking. I just think it's better if we do this kind of thing behind closed doors and all, I don't need people assuming I'm a slut." I kissed him again, smiling a bit. He might just be the one for me, I mean, of course I'd have to figure out how Erik felt. But Stark had me from day one, and treated me like a princess. Erik treated me like I was Aphrodite. And despite the fact we were friends, she's still a slut.

*CREDITS*
*layout: by Hailz!
*lyrics: Wrapped Up In You - Garth Brooks
*music: Breaking Benjamin/Anything country
*word count: I don't care.
*notes: Depressed

[James Stark]

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JAMES.STARK

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[/b] He said with a slight smirk.

He knew the way to the dorms, so he started to walk that way. Yes, he knew that Zoey wouldn't dare to do anything that Stark wanted to do, but it was still fun teasing about it.[/size][/blockquote]
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